tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35060280.post3352096041051578574..comments2023-05-29T04:07:45.178-07:00Comments on Still Grasping For Sanity: It's been a while...just need to ventNicholehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01897510280288314268noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35060280.post-46253734533232695372011-03-21T08:04:36.772-07:002011-03-21T08:04:36.772-07:00"Do you just wake up one morning and feel at ...<i>"Do you just wake up one morning and feel at peace with living childless?"</i><br /><br />hmmm no. i know that's probably not what you wanted to hear but i'm being honest. i don't think i will EVER wake up and be at peace at not only never having my own biological child but never having ANY type of child to call me mum.<br /><br />that's the reality of it. we can't seem to have our own children and there are no other options open to us to become parents due to varying circumstances.<br /><br />it's not easy and everyday i think i'm "fine" and have "moved past it" but i haven't and i don't think i ever will.<br /><br />the Guv and i were talking about our life before and how we have wasted the past 10 years and we have and i know i'm in a shitty job without any prospects but i have NO motivation to do anything else because all i want to do is stay home and be a mum but hey that ain't gonna happen.<br /><br />my only advice is that you vent, don't try and bottle it up - i did and it does you no good.<br /><br />i know what it's like to see everyone else get the dream that you want, so i know how much it hurts.<br /><br />sending you big hugs sweetie.<br /><br />~x~~stinkb0mb~https://www.blogger.com/profile/13933191141338188027noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35060280.post-36297097636498552572011-03-19T11:34:48.196-07:002011-03-19T11:34:48.196-07:00You can vent !!! this is not an easy road...thinki...You can vent !!! this is not an easy road...thinking of you!!!!...https://www.blogger.com/profile/07555570445410941250noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35060280.post-83871476676235262232011-03-19T06:05:52.676-07:002011-03-19T06:05:52.676-07:00Still reading. I check it at least once a week to ...Still reading. I check it at least once a week to see if you've posted. I hope and pray for you to have success soon. Love ya tons!Emily Weberhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07083652492264469303noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35060280.post-25779818059594643232011-03-18T23:33:02.165-07:002011-03-18T23:33:02.165-07:00Vent away!!! That's what we are here for!!! To...Vent away!!! That's what we are here for!!! To listen and for supporting you! I know it hurts! I have only been at it for half of the time you have. I just wish we knew what the outcome would eventually be. Then We could "maybe" appreciate the journey. Try to keep your head up:)Corihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06332573904456390436noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35060280.post-33727115350560703482011-03-18T23:29:44.688-07:002011-03-18T23:29:44.688-07:00Aww hun I hate that you are feeling this way. I so...Aww hun I hate that you are feeling this way. I so wish that you would get your dream of baby too.You can always vent to me, I will always be here for you.I know it may be hard for you since we are in different places like you said you were with those other ladies but, just know that I really, really wish there was a way to take you by the hand and pull you foward with me.To pull you out of IF h@ll.I hurts me to know you are hurting and waiting and there is nothing I can do to help you :-( Sending hugs to you... -Megan p.s.I have missed you on here.Angelwingsbabyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17980154707386207872noreply@blogger.com