Ok, since I had two lovely ladies check up on me today :-) I figured I should probably pull my head out of my rear and post.
I have just been in a funk. I didn't realize how hard the BFN was going to hit me...until it hit me so I have spent much of this cycle trying to deny the fact that we are doing a treatment cycle and so far that has worked for me. Denial sometimes is a great thing.
I am on CD19 and have had 8 straight days of "medium" fertility on my CBEFM...I don't know what that is all about, but I am pretty sure I won't ovulate this month. I am also pretty sure I had a cyst rupture on Saturday from my left ovary. If you haven't experienced that...it hurts like a biatch! If the pain had lasted any longer or had gotten any worse, I would have had DH rush me to the ER.
We went to Mexico for our friends' wedding over Labor day weekend and I don't think I have ever had so much fun! We met some wonderful new people that I think will be friends of ours for a very long time! I seriously didn't want to leave and I was the one that was scared to go down there in the first place!
So that is the update for the month - kind of pathetic, but it is what it is (DH's favorite saying) Still no baby, no BFP...we are nearing 6 years of trying to conceive (holy shit!) and I feel like a broken record. Same story...different month...
4 comments:
I was thinking about you over the weekend and wondering how you were so it's good to see an update from you!
Glad to hear that you enjoyed Mexico!! It's on my list of places to one day visit - though as that list is getting longer by the day I'm not hopeful of reaching every place!
xxx
Very bad blogger! But I understand completely, and it is good to hear from you.
You need to post some photos from Mexico!
The trip sounds fantastic :) hang in there sweetie, and breathe. HUGS.
you poor girl, and I know how it feels, to be STUCK on that same page, with lots of stuff to say, but it's all the same stuff.
just hang in, breathe, KNOW you're LOVED and hang on....hang on to me if necessary.
love ya xoxox
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