I am not really sure where to start with this post, but I just wanted to let you all know that we are ok. We are heartbroken, sad, confused, angry and really dreading this weekend...but we are ok.
I had 9 vials of blood taken last week for my RPL (Recurrent Pregnancy Loss) panel only to get a phone call yesterday from the lab stating that they couldn't run two of the tests because they didn't have enough blood, so I needed to go again. I went in this afternoon and had 4 more vials of blood taken.
Hopefully that will be enough and we will be able to get some answers soon. Honestly, I am not really looking forward to going to the RE again. Don't get me wrong, I want to get the results of my RPL panel, but I have a lot of anxiety about it too. What if they don't find anything? We will have some very difficult decisions to make I guess. I am just enjoying the break, not having to worry about medications, dr. appts., shots, HPT's, betas, etc. I am not ready yet to jump back into all of it. I guess the little blood mix up at the lab just bought me at least another week before they will have all of the results and for that I am thankful.
I just wanted to kind of check-in. I have been lying low for the last couple of weeks really just not feeling like doing anything, or saying anything. I appreciate the love and support from each of you and I wish all of the other "Wanna-be Mama's" as peaceful of a Mother's Day as possible. For those of you who have a beautiful little one (or more) - Happy Mother's Day to you!