Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Sigh...

Thank each and every one of you that posted loving comments, emailed and sent text messages to me. Your love and encouragement is appreciated so much!

Unfortunately, I don't have a good update. I just wasn't feeling right the last couple of days so I took a HPT yesterday - it was negative. I called my RE and had another beta drawn yesterday. Beta was 20. So we are losing yet another pregnancy. My body has failed again.

I am completely numb right now, not sure how else to describe how I am feeling. We have a consult with our RE tomorrow and we will be having an RPL (Recurrent Pregnancy Loss) panel done and we will go from there.

Thank you again for your love, support and your beautiful comments! You are a great bunch!

15 comments:

Glass Case of Emotion said...

I am so sorry. :(

Jeremy and Emily said...

Oh Nichole! I'm so so sorry you're going through this again! I wish there were something I could do for you. I'm always praying for you and will continue to. My heart is breaking for you. You are an amazing woman full of a beauty and strength that most women just don't have. I know you'll make it through this and someday you'll be an awesome mother! God has plans for you. Love you SO much!

Jenn said...

Oh Nichole, I'm so so sorry. My thoughts are with you both right now.

♥ ♥ Just a Girl in Love w/ a Soldier ♥ ♥ said...

I love you and hope the sun shines bright on your day in some way. I miss you girl!!!!

Jill said...

Oh no no no no no. This is what I was saying as I saw your post show up in my reader. I am just so, so sorry. I really hope the tests will give you answers and a direction forward. I am so sorry for all of your losses.

Cori said...

I am so sorry. I am so sad that you have to deal with this yet again. I am praying for answers for you very soon and I will continue to pray for your stength in this process. XOXOXO

Kakunaa said...

Oh, Nichole...I am sending you warm wishes and kisses for your angel babies. I am so, so sorry.

keeksaz said...

I am so sorry. It just seems so freakin' unfair! Sending hugs.

stink-bomb said...

*sigh*

excuse me while i do this..

#$@#%$#^$#^%@^%$^#$%#@$R^%&%$#%# !!!

i mean really?!? i'm so so so so sorry! it not only doesn't seem fair it ISN'T fair. time to catch a freakin break already - universe do you hear me?!?!

sending lot-o-hugs and hoping you get some answers hon..

~x~

Anna said...

Oh NO! I'm sorry, I've been off the computer for several days and had no idea. Praying for you. (((HUGS)))

Elana said...

I am so sorry Nichole. I really hope that your RPL workup gives you some answers and something that you can fix!! We all want you to have a successful pregnancy, and we know you can do it with the right help. *hugs*

"His Perfect Timing" said...

I'm so sorry. I hope you will find answers ... And I will keep you in my prayers.

"His Perfect Timing" said...

I'm so sorry. I will keep you in my prayers and hope that you find answers soon.

E and R said...

Oh no, I am so sorry!

Shruti said...

I deeply feel sad for your loss. You are really a strong woman. Your story inspires me so much. Praying for both of you.

Hugs.
Shruti