I don't have a good update from my ultrasound yesterday, unfortunately. The baby showed no growth. It was still measuring 5 weeks, 5 days and I am technically 7 weeks 5 days. The heartrate had dropped to only 68 bpm which is not good. They are taking me off all of my meds at this point and I go back on Friday to make sure I am miscarrying on my own.
I am so beyond hurt, angry, confused and devastated. I have no idea where we go from here. It appears that my dream to have my husbands child is forever gone.
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NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!! Nichole I am so sorry! My heart aches for you!! I pray for you to find peace amongst all your suffering! I love you!!!!!!!!
I am so sorry. So you are in my thoughts.
Oh Nichole, I am so so sorry. I was thinking about you yesterday and hoping for better results. There are just no words to offer for all you have been through. I can only offer my sympathy to you and your husband.
I am so very sorry to read this. Thinking of you.
I am so sorry to hear this. As hard as it is trust that God has a bigger plan that you can see right now and lean on him for understanding and peace. I am so sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry.
I am so very sorry Nichole. It's just not fair. :-(
I'm so sorry. I was hoping this was the one. :(
oh Nichole. i clicked over hoping for good news and it ticks me off that you've been shortchanged, yet again. it truly is not fair and i was hoping that this little bubba was the one to make it into your arms.
sending you bucketloads of love and strength to get through this.
xxxxxxxxx
I am so very, very sorry to read this. I will keep you in my prayers. You have my deepest sympathy.
Oh my goodness honey :( I am so terribly sorry you are going through - so much joy and then pain in such a short period of time.
Love you and hope you are coping okay xxx
I'm so sorry to hear. That is terrible news. Thinking of you.
I'm so sorry to hear. That is terrible news. Thinking of you.
Noooooo!!! I am so sad to hear this news. It just plain sucks. I will be praying for you.
I know I already told you this, but I wanted to say again how sorry I am. These ups and downs just aren't fair. I hope you've been doing OK over these past few days.....
I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Stopping by from LFCA.
Nicole, I'm so, so, so sorry. I wish I knew why this was happening to you guys again. :(
I'm here from LFCA and so sorry for this loss and your others. I know it hurts so much. Hoping for peace and healing going forward.
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