Friday, August 15, 2008

Short Update

I called the dr. office yesterday to get my results (just like my dr. told me to do) only to be told that they could not release that info over the phone. I was furious, irate is more like it. I had to beg and plead, but they were able to get me an appt. for Saturday morning so I could get the results of both Betas.

I rested last night and the spotting seemed to slow down...until this morning. I woke up with horrendous cramps and red spotting now.

I am numb, I am confused, I am scared and I have no idea what is going on. I am trying to be faithful and believe that this baby will make it and all will be ok. I am trying to talk myself into the fact that I will look back on this in 10 months while I am breastfeeding my baby and laugh at how overly emotional I was....but it is so hard.

5 comments:

LJ said...

I am still standing here by your side, hoping that this will soon be a distant memory, piled on an otherwise uneventful pregnancy.

Bec said...

Oh hon :( I am praying that everything is fine and normal xxx

Earl Gearl said...

You're in my thoughts and prayers, Nichole. I hope your betas are fine and there is nothing to be worried about.

Jen said...

I am sorry you are going through such ups and downs. With this last pregnancy - and the only one of the three that has made it this far - I started spotting at 11dpo and it didn't stop until like 17dpo.

My clinic tells me it's perfectly normal in the first trimester. Uh huh. I still check my undies all the time.

Sending lots of positive thoughts your way!

Teri said...

(BIG HUGE GINORMOUS HUGS) - Praying for you, Nichole...