Tuesday, September 09, 2008

One Month Ago Today...

One month ago today all my dreams were coming true.
One month ago today I believed in miracles.
One month ago today I got to make my husband the happiest man on the planet.
One month ago today I got to call my parents and share the good news.
One month ago today I thought it was all going to work out.
One month ago today I felt the happiest I had in over 3 years.
One month ago today I felt like a "normal" woman.
One month ago today I was dreaming of a nursery.
One month ago today I was looking at baby names.
One month ago today I was imagining my husband playing catch with our child.
One month ago today I couldn't believe this was actually happening.
One month ago today I had a taste of overwhelming joy
One month ago today, for the first time I saw the words "pregnant"

11 comments:

Teri said...

(((HUGS))) - I know all too well the "what could have beens" that are racing through your mind...

Nikki said...

Oh Nichole - I can't tell you how your words resonate with me! I too count back days and remember when I was "happy".

I'm sorry you're sad. Please take care of yourself. I wish you better days ahead....

Hope2morrow said...

Nicole, we're here for you. I'm listening.

Hope said...

I got a little misty eyed reading your post, you put into words my thoughts. Please hang in there and I hope you are feeling better soon.

Dreamer4agift said...

((hugs)) No words, just sitting beside you quietly

I Believe in Miracles said...

**HUGS**

The Baker's said...

Hugs hun, I am so sorry, I to look back and count how far I should have been if things would have turned out differently. Each day at a time sweetie, each day does get alittle easier.

JJ said...

Sending you lots and lots of hugs...

chicklet said...

I'm so sorry this is sucking so badly. Gawd.

Bec said...

Oh honey. I am so terribly sorry, I have only just seen this. My heart goes out to you xxx

sara said...

I'm so sorry...I'm keeping you in my thoughts...